an honest thought.

its been a long time since we talk. well, i miss you. :) i know from the beginning of our friendship, i know u wouldnt miss me. we're to far apart. i'm not jealous at you, but u seem to have a happy life without me. lets just burn our friendship and forget all the past. i'm not the one you should call Friend anymore. i can see that u have so much fun, and u dont even bother to talk to me. im just happy for u because u find a person that understand u more than i do. i know i'm such a jealous bitch when we were friends. but what should i do? i dont wanna loose you, and i dont want other people to be ur bestfriend, because im afraid that they will know how much fun and loving friend u are. and they will take u away from me. u were always there beside me. i tell uu all my secrets. sometimes u are the one who called me. or sometimes its me. we texts like every single day. u are my other half. when i have any problems, u are there. right next to me even though u are not really here with me. but, this is our destiny. we aren't meant to be friends anymore. i dont understand u neither do you. im sure now u have a really better person in ur life. someone that can replace. well actually, already replace me. its okay. if u are fine without me, im sure i'll be fine too dear :) so i pray that ur life is full of happiness. i love u K :) i will always do. i hope u will be fine there. 5 years of friendship already bring me full of happiness. thanks for always being there for me :)