Lost soul

What power do you have when he doesnt love you anymore? What would you do to make him realize you still love him? How do you go through all your day without him? Will your days be different without him by your side?

What power do i have to make him stay? How do i make a heartless guy believe in love? What do i do to make him see how much i love him? 

Too many questions, yet too little answers. So the person i love the most have left me.. And i dont even know what to do. To make him stay. To make him stick with me thru all of this shit. But i cant force him to stay. I cant force him to love me. Tho he's part of my life, i cant make him stay. Im in broken pieces and he's not here to pick up all the pieces anymore. I made my mistakes and i let him down. Its hard to get up when you're gone. Its hard to look my life ahead without you in it. There's no one like you. You're the only person that understands me more than i do, and yet i still cant figure you out. It hurts too bad, i hope i can handle this thing. You've given so much to me and i dont want my heart to ever stop loving you. Everything reminds me of you. I dont want you to be happy with somebody else. I want you to still be mine....thru roughs and toughs, thru ups and downs.

Not being able to talk to you anymore makes me feel empty. I've lost my best friend, the only person that knows me well. Although i wanted you to be happy, i don't want you to ever forget me. Time may heals but will the scars fade away? oh god knows i wish i have the second chance to make it all better. To bring you back to me. To make you believe how much i love you, how important you are in my life. But i will never have the power to do those kind of things. and all i can do is now to wish you the best in your life. Goodluck in everything and i hope we'll meet each other again, soon.