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how am i supposed to love myself? how am i supposed to make myself happy? how do i find happiness within myself? how am i supposed to go with this flow? how do i change my thoughts? i have a lot in my mind and I'm trying so hard to change the way i think. I'm looking things in positive ways, but sometimes i still have this thinking, where my mind goes all wild and think of all the possibilities. maybe its true that, when you're often alone, when you keep on thinking, it might kill you. i am fighting this demon in my soul, my heart. i am trying to be happy despite anything. i don't wanna lose the people i love for how i am now. i am dragging the people i love down with me. i am trying to figure things out, and i hope he, will never walks away, and give up on me. i am unable to utter my feelings towards him. please ily, calm yourself and stop this overthinking thoughts you always have. 

xoxo, try to love yourself.